dreamt of Lyu Songya,my incomplete love. ^ in dawn dream, I met Lyu Songya, my Huanggang senior middle school alumnus, now a professor in Wuhan Univ. so many years I yet know why she decided to visit my passed dad's old house when we went to hometown during summer vacation in HG middle school, where I missed her but unable to claim my love to her for learning pressure too hard for me while too light for her, and when I didn't sense she ever cared about me in the school we boarding and lodging. In dream I sometimes tangled Lyu with one of my QRRS colleague, Zhang Xianbin, a Hunan migrate and now a sales director of the SOE. we interacted a while when we both lingered in QRRS dorms and she a year earlier join the company than me. finally Lyu show deep concern on me in the dream. I tried to blog in dream, but when I got up, I almost lost them all. God, I feel blessed in ur love, among beautiful girls' love with me. show me the way to reach out for solid homeland, to girls I love and be family. God, my son recently got cold and ankle wrench, help him recover soon. next month will be important, for we missing old life standard supported by my salary of ￥2100. let's resume our old pastime with adequate spending. thx Dad God.