dreamt of academic nightmare.::in dream my passed mother encouraged me to join campus even I had definitely lost chance to gain my diploma. I talked with a young professor on way to classroom, saw my classmates there, and our mentor woman, Yangkexin, both far from me. I just so single among them, spending time aimless and futile just for forgetting the sad end. the late spring drizzle last more than 4 days. its so rare in Qiqihar, northeastern China. my towel in dorm even can't dry itself. yesterday I added my google adsense code to my 3 new dynamic sites powered by google cloud engine to allow advertisement which can bring me shared income from the search giant. its so nice to saw a vivid site with fliers. an article about how to maintain digital legacy after death also remind how fragile digital content is without sustainable financial support. it takes a committee or company to carry operativeness of website instead of elapse of human being. it took me 40 years before I find my vocation, and my engagement with my web presence just launched. OMG, I am in my prime time and happiest stage now, how I need to spare an executive team to long run my digital empire cover thousand and thousand future years for glory of the Son and his gospel! last night I doubted quite awhile if I buzz my son in such a cold night. I more and more reluctant to talk to his mom whose untidiness and dirtiness expels me, and I hope my son lives in normal and reasonable situation even under the insane woman's custody. my debt now amount to ￥1,7000, seemingly I had to apply for second installment. God, dad, u know how I unease with such a debt, and how I badly need cash to broaden my business here on the planet. guide us, as well as my nation, my family, peacefully through liability to banks. connect us with evergreen source of fortune, live life of prosperousness. thx,dad, in the drizzle I saw changes brings our advantage. God, land us onto our promised land where doesn't know anxiousness nor want.
Photo Description: late spring drizzle chill out me. not seen decades for the chill and rain capacity. however plants grows rampant. in Benzrad's eyes, summer surer hotter than ever.