dreamt of my once campus alumnus, in surname Shi. he was one of 2 schoolmates helped me when I first settled in Qiqihar after graduation. in dream his house near mountain and open. at first I thought its scenery. then I anxious about safety. Shi first denied problem then gradually admitted it. his only elder sister also join conversation, review gunned robberies, as well as wild mountain predators and their brutality hurt their family and young memories. then I review our old house also near mountain and kept so well by my grant dad, warm and self-relies. in reality when I first settled in Qiqihar and visited Shi's house, his house is a little slum among shabby northern China residential area. toilet was near mile away and backyard least spacey. but after nearly 2 decades, many slums turned into skyscrapers now and I don't know where is Shi and his old family. these weeks preparing hometown tour 3rd with woz, dearest son. I previous severe concerned if my credit debt deprives me of airline, but narrowly I got our flight ticket in a mid Monday night. my kid brother tried his best to sell poverty, claiming my sister can't afford our flights but under my emphasis promised ￥5000 from my sister arrived in 2 times remission my failing kid brother loathed to complete. we got a flight toward hometown while return voyage is train whose ticket paid but still in hunting by ctrip.com, a Chinese mainstream travel agency, due to PRC cheap policy said to protect the poor while in fact lots of mid handlers profit from the scare of train ticket. my alipay also once strangely locked me out of payment, till called its support crew to fix it. recently I most concerned if my payment totally freezed but so far attests I at large with my assets. nevertheless, with stocking Chinese Yuan, I equipped myself another domain, billingzhu for my future new family member in holy message. soon after I gained it from godaddy its strangely deleted from my account. after spent near half day desperately resuming it, I had to call godaddy support and found unknown deletion likely beyond my activity. and PRC tighten law against personal domain, restricting ISP within its sovereign from support. God, reckless dictator in sinking PRC desperate clinging to my portal online. where is the barked tree tall enough for voice of holy bliss, voice of hope in destructive nation like China? bring me sooner my Royal China to extinguish sickened tyrant in PRC falling day by day. bring me sooner my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, and our happy journey to central China, our hometown, in gathering our relatives in lunar new year 2017. grant us free web and steady investment on our cyberspace startup. thx, dad God.