dreamt of being after by ordinary girl. ^ yesterday was productive, in God, dad's memory day later I was reminded digitally. I secured some of family facebook accounts, harnessed bufferapp and ifttt to autopost my thin blog to social medias esp facebook and google +. my younger brother recently buzzed in, reported his small business gaining in 2014, and he buy a new car which its his family's second one. he more or less admired my status, being free to do what I'm interested, and hope himself sooner retired after earn enough for his family. he even suggested support my son's living as his working plan. I didn't comment but knew he didn't enjoy his job as an entrepreneur now, while I more and more in wilder joys regarding what I have so far, esp those beautiful domains accumulated to 17 between my son and me, on godaddy and google. I see no point why I don't harvest in the future with them. this dawn I dreamt one of my once QRRS colleagues, a average girl once also lived in dorm just graduated and employed by the SOE, likely a doctor, felt she waited enough and approached me to boyfriend me. I knew I don't feel right with her but I didn't reject her invitation in a bar or dorm with her friends. she treated me with food and juice among crowd in the jamming room, while I felt more and more embarrassing to explain her my love indeed waiting and hoping separated by enemies of my Royal China. its a blunt cloudy morning. God, dad, this year I first time felt so timed for Christian holiday. its pulses enchanted me so much, esp in shopping online with seasonal discount. this weekend will be our monthly noble life experience day, then Christmas when we planned to eat grilled mutton, let our journey merry and anxious free. I have huge pay bills to sign off in 2 months ahead, don't break me dear God. thx, dad, bring me sooner my Crowned Queen from Japan, Asoh Yukiko, let my family grow and glow, on this land near our promised land promising increasingly.