its like an essay. I dreamt I was a little small girl who oral recites in dream world. she works in a chemical factory or company. she said many old chemical materials after years turns like a thin paper, a blow can destroy it. she has me as her husband and another girl colleague. one day she found her or her colleague had great discovery and turns celebrity. the girl admires the celebrity so much she decided to show her love. her husband agree her plan. she bought the celebrity gifts, who accepted and drinked with them in the party. the little girl drunk and had to release herself. but mistakenly wrapped shits in huge tissues and stuck inside her clothes and slept. her husband found later the huge shits and help her clean it. her mother-in-law also helped her to clean. the shits seemingly not so foul, like bull shits. its likely a small town life, small changes in life, steady while boring improvement socially. its likely a victory dream, after so many days hard working against PRC heavily espionage and breaking attempts upon my setup new vpn routers. for deployed the vpn routers, I almost pound son's mom, a stupid moll, with fist, when she forced my leaving while I just in heat fixing. the small woman buzzed police station demanding cop's visit but delayed or refuted. I waited some time till found hardly able to continue work, then I left. those 2 workdays each almost 18 hours nonbreak I fought online to get update for the vpn router while sinking PRC surveillance blocked all means. I contact support team of the vpn and got tips quite helpful. last night near 1am, everything works well, including claimed 2 auxzilary mobile phone number for my son and myself, but this morning turn on one router found it update again ruined. God, when I can get rid off this scam in PRC, my vested kingdom? grant us new open cyberspace with aid of new vpn, dad God, grant me access English world and world view of united God's kingdom on the earth. thx for all breakthroughs and task on going.