dreamt of my Nankai schoolmates visited my house in their study. last Saturday I worked overnight to install ubuntu for my son’s computer which frequently hacked by China surveillance. so this morning I napped. in dream when I returned to my house likely also my ex-wife’s, to my surprise, all my Nankai alumni there resting, playing card, chatting, etc as tourist, just like when we studied in campus. they likely in their 2nd field practice except without me who is old and trying hard to make a living. I saw Chenxinjian, Chengfeng I recently contacted for help, also saw Muyunhe, Wangyanping, alumna whose comment is sharp, saying I getting old. they all settled in my house at home. this month my salary in serial was around ¥2000 while my living cost for my son and my own is the number and additionally bank charges ¥1000 for my credit overdrawal. in frequent banks calls, I felt more or less burnout. I contacted some of my senior middle school alumni for help. most of them evade me, but a promising guy, our always number one academic score holder, acquainted my hardness. last Sunday reunite woz, my dearest son, Hope of China, is quite warm memory now. we dined rich, played games heartedly, chatted on profound far sighted topics. upon my shortage I offered him 2 options, less visit or dined cheaper, he chose the later, which made me prouder. its sunny spring now, fine weather these 2 days encouraged me putting on my best clothes. for God’s mercy, my nephew, elder son of my dearest youngest elder sister, who operates an online clothes shop, prepared me some alternatives. God, dad, my life so far is enjoyable. pl don’t deprive our leisure and pleasure in the moulding of our Empire of China of 1109 years ahead. only living happy deserves our vested kingdom. pl help me step by step relieve my burden of bank loan, and grant us of purchasing power continuous. thx dad, bring me sooner my girls when we matter each other. enliven me by new children I breed. thx for this silent morning after KFC breakfast.